Saturday, September 20, 2008

WHAT A WEEK

WOW WHERE DO I START, THIS WEEK HAS BEEN OVERWHELMING TO SAY THE LEAST. MY MOTHER WENT BACK INTO THE HOSPITAL AND HAS A MASSIVE SPOT ON HER RIGHT LUNG, THEY SAID SHE HAD PNEUMONIA AGAIN BUT THE SPOT WAS MUCH TO DOMINANT TO BE JUST THAT, SO THEY HAVE TO WAIT TILL THE ANTIBIOTICS WORK AND TAKE ANOTHER EX-RAY TO SEE IF IT FLUID, FOOD OR POSSIBLY CANCER. SHES BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH ALREADY. AND ON TOP OF THAT THE DOCS ARE GOING TO TRY TO PUT A FEEDING TUBE IN BEFORE SHE LEAVES THIS TIME, OTHER WISE SHE WILL BE UP TO THE HOSPITAL EVERY OTHER WEEK WITH DEHYDRATION AND PASSING OUT. I FEEL SO BAD FOR HER. AND THEN MY SISTER WAS TOLD LAST WEEK THAT THE CAN TRON WAS NOT WORKING AND THERE WASN'T ANY MORE THEY COULD SO FOR HER, THEY COULDN'T EVEN DRAIN THE CANCEROUS FLUID FROM HER STOMACH THIS TIME BECAUSE IT HAS TURNED TO A JELLY SUBSTANCE. SHE WAS IN BED MOST OF THIS WEEK AND IN ALOT OF PAIN. SHE IS SUCH AN ANGEL THOUGH ,THAT SHE WENT TO SHE MY MOM ANYWAYS ON THURSDAY. WHAT A TROUPER SHE IS. SHE IS ALWAYS THINKING OF OTHER PEOPLE INSTEAD OF HER SELF. I AM SO OVER WHELMED WITH FINALISING WEDDING DETAILS WITH MY DAUGHTER, ITS MAKING ME BONKERS AND I FEEL I HAVENT BEEN A VERY COMFORTING FRIEND TO STEPHANIE WHO IS ALSO DEALING WITH ALOT FROM HER BREAST CANCER SURGERY. I KNOW SHES NEEDED ME THIS WEEK AND I JUST COULDN'T STRETCH MYSELF ENOUGH WITH ALL THAT WAS HAPPENING THIS WEEK. I HOPE SHE UNDERSTANDS. MY BODY FEELS LIKE ITS AGED 20 YRS IN THE PAST SIX MONTHS AND I HATE TO SAY THE EFFECTS ARE STARTING TO WEAR ME THIN BECAUSE I FEEL SO MUCH ANXIETY THAT I MIGHT HAVE TO GO VISIT THE DOC SOON OR I MIGHT CRACK UP. MY JOB ALSO HAS BEEN PRETTY CRAZY THIS LAST MONTH AND WITH GAVIN BACK TO SCHOOL THERE MUCH HOMEWORK TO HELP WITH OR SHOULD I SAY, MAKING SURE IT GETS DONE. HES PRETTY WELL TRAINED TO JUST TACKLE IT AS SOON AS HE GETS HOME, WHICH HAS BEEN GREAT TO SEE HIM TAKE RESPONSIBILITY. MY BABY'S GETTING OLDER...LOL. (AND I HOPE MY HAIR STOPS FALLING OUT OR I WONT HAVE MUCH OF AN UP DO FOR THE WEDDING.) MY HUSBAND DID GET TO RESCUE ME FRIDAY AFTERNOON AND WE PLAYED GOLF IT WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY . I ACTUALLY SHOT THE BEST I EVER HAD WITH A 55. JODI TOOK GAVIN SO WE WERE ABLE TO EAT DINNER AFTERWARDS THERE AND ENJOY SOME TIME TOGETHER. BOY THE FAKE GOLF CLUB CANTEEN I GOT FROM L.T.D WORKS GREAT OUT ON THE COURSE, JUST FILL IT UP WITH WHAT YOU WANT TO DRINK AND IT HAS ITS OWN LITTLE TAP AND SPOUT. PRETTY COOL INDEED. WELL ITS BACK TO LAUNDRY AND DISHES AND GETTING THE CHOPS AND SCALLOPED TATERS IN THE OVEN. AND THEN TO SEE MOM IN THE HOSPITAL. WHOEVER READS THIS PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL MY LOVED ONES THAT ARE GOING THROUGH SOME DIFFICULT SITUATIONS: MY MOM, SISTER DIANE AND GOOD FRIEND STEPHANIE.( AND MY DAUGHTER STEPHANIE WHO IS STRESSED OVER BECOMING A NEW BRIDE) BOY IF SHE ONLY KNEW!!!!!!!!!!!LOL

1 comment:

Stephanie said...

You are in my prayer Joy. I will ask God to give you ALL peace. He has the plan, we just need to trust in him, right? Your page looks great. I love the new pictures.