Friday, October 10, 2008

BETTER DAYS AHEAD

THIS WEEK FLEW BY ALREADY. MOM IS DOING BETTER AND GETTING STRONGER EVERY DAY WITH THERAPY. STILL GETTING USE TO THE FEEDING TUBE. I THINK WE ALL HAVE BECOME NURSES REAL FAST OVER THE LAST FEW WEEKS, LEARNING ALL THE DIFFERENT THINGS TO HELP OUT WITH MOM. ITS BEEN A LONG JOURNEY FOR HER, BUT I BELIEVE SHE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE WITH THIS, SHE LOOKS HEALTHIER AND FEELS ALOT BETTER, WITH THAT ON HER SIDE SHE CAN ONLY GROW STRONGER. (WE WILL HAVE HER WITH US FOR A WHILE YET AND WE ARE THANKING GOD FOR THAT.) MY SISTER IS STILL SOME WHAT THE SAME THEY WERE ABLE TO GO IN AND RETRACT SOME MORE OF THE CANCEROUS FLUID FROM HER STOMACH WHICH GIVES HER SOME RELIEF, BUT IT NEVER LAST TOO LONG. SHE FEELS TIRED ALOT OFTEN NOW, AND SHE LOOKS VERY ASHEN IN COLOR, I PRAY DAILY FOR THE MIRACLE SHE SO DESERVES, BUT ALSO PRAYING FOR GODS WILL TO BE DONE. ITS VERY HEART WRENCHING KNOWING IM GOING TO LOSE A SECOND SISTER AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE. MY FAITH AND KNOWING THERE IS A BETTER PLACE IN HEAVEN, IS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME AFLOAT. MY FRIEND STEPH HAS HAD A HARD WEEK STRUGGLING WITH ALOT OF ISSUES IN HER LIFE, PLEASE PRAY THAT GOD WILL GIVE HER THE ANSWERS AND THAT SHE WILL BE AT PEACE AND IN THE COMFORT OF GODS LOVING ARMS. ON A BETTER NOTE MY DAUGHTER THAT IS ABOUT TO WED IN A COUPLE WEEKS IS COMING HOME THIS WEEKEND TO GET SOME FINAL TOUCHES DONE. I GOING TO COLOR HER HAIR AND THEN SHE IS GETTING A TRIAL RUN ON HER UP DO. I PLAN ON SETTLING HER NERVES AND MAKING THESE LAST LITTLE DETAILS FINAL FOR THE BIG DAY. IM REALLY GETTING EXCITED AND CANT WAIT FOR THE BIG DAY. AND IM SOOOO HAPPY MY CLOSE FRIENDS WILL BE THERE TO HELP CELEBRATE THIS OCCASION WITH US. I STILL DONT HAVE THE RIGHT SHOES YET BUT HEY WHO CARES ITS A LONG DRESS AND I'LL HAVE THEM OFF AFTER AWHILE ANYWAYS...LOL I WAS LISTENING TO THE DAUGHTER DADDY SONG HER AND CLINT ARE GOING TO BE DANCING TO AND IT BRINGS TEAR TO MY EYES EVERY TIME, AND LOTS OF MEMORIES ALSO. SHE WAS JUST 6 WHEN CLINT AND I MET. I CANT BELIEVE SHE THIS BEAUTIFUL GROWN WOMAN NOW ABOUT TO BE WED. I KNOW ILL BE BAWLING MY EYES OUT.....MAYBE I SHOULDN'T PAY TO HAVE MY MAKE-UP DONE CUZ IT WILL BE OFF BEFORE THE RECEPTION. ANYWAYS, I HAVE TODAY OFF AND MY MISSION IS TO TACKLE MY SONS ROOM WHILE HES AT SCHOOL. TIME TO SORT OUT ALL ITEMS, TOYS, CLOTHS BOOKS ,EVERYTHING HE DOESN'T PLAY WITH OR WEAR OR USE, AND BELIEVE ME THERE IS QUITE A BIT. IT MIGHT EVEN LOOK PRETTY BARE WHEN IM DONE...LOL WE HOPE TO REDECORATE AND UP DATE HIS ROOM THIS NEXT SUMMER BECAUSE HE WILL BE IN HIGH SCHOOL(DID I SAY THAT)WOW, HE GREW SO FAST...MY BABY BOY.....BUT THATS ANOTHER STORY....HAVE A GREAT DAY OUT THERE EVERYBODY AND DON'T FORGET TO LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL COLOR OF THE LEAVES CHANGING...

2 comments:

Stephanie said...

Hey girl, just wanted to tell ya... I cannot wait till next weekend. Thanks for keeping me in your prayers. You are the best!!! your sister and mom are in my thoughts. Always remember, God has the plan. I went to Church on Sunday and I feel so much better. I would love you to come fellowship with me. I am looking forward to this weekend by myself. Let me know if you are doing anything Friday night K?

Stephanie said...

I have seen ya blogging. Where ya been? I know life is busy, busy for ya. take care

Godspeed......